Tuesday 20 October 2009

Luahan hati


Aku dpt emel nih dr Ject..psl luahan hati Scha after break off..Kita ikuti luahan hati Scha Al-Yahya di bawah dan diharapkan selepas ini tiada lagi sebarang spekulasi tentang perpisahan Scha dan Fahrin.


Bismillah.

i dunno wether i shud do this or not. but my heart says i shud,so here i am. a confession im gonna make..

i believe most of you know about whats going on between me and him. ya, haluan masing2.. dulu when we were together, i admitted and went public about it. jadi bila dah habis juga, i know i should come clean and tell the thruth as well. didnt wana prolong this.

as human, as a girl, to me breaking up is one hell of a thing to do, the hardest thing to do i must say. people may think im a strong girl. im kasar and i can deal with this easily =) and i always look fin and happy but only God knows what im going thru now. we can say things that help to ease the pain, yes terima kasih sangat atas semangat yg diberi. i really appreciate it. i really do, thanks tapi selalunya its easier said than done.

im dealing with it now. its time, my time. scha terpaksa deal dengan benda yg tak enak, yg tak dapat dielakkan. hope it happened for good. saya kurang bernasib baik, bila benda ni berlaku jugak ke atas saya. its sad. really sad.

kita plan, kita usaha, kita doa tapi it still His call. kalau Dia dah tentukan mcm tu, macam tu lah jadinya. kita usaha, dont give up and give the hardest to fight for what we want but things dont always turn out the way kita nak. kan? jadi kita telan lah walau sakit mcm mana pun. saya ada bahagian saya, dia ada bahagian dia.

saya cuma minta semua orang faham, dan tak payah menyalahkan sesiapa sebab benda yg terjadi ni pun sebenarnya bukan kami yg minta.. it happened just like that no matter how hard we avoid it.

Breaking up is not a nice feeling. jadi i hope people would give time or space to both of us. dont speculate, dont judge dont label.. we all go thru this, dont we? we forgive and forget, no hatred, suci dan bersihkan hati. jadilah orang baru, yg lebih berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.

belum habis pasal ni lagi, timbul cerita baru. yg ada macam2 versi.orang bercakap seolah olah mereka tau apa yg terjadi sedangkan yg tau hanya me and him.. timbul pihak ketiga, which to me is the most ridiculous ive ever kena. itulah adat. bila berkawan pulak dengan orang lain,dikatakan bercinta. Dan timbul ceritra kononnya dia romeo..

all this while, i always sincere and i will always be. trust me. baru ‘luka’, belum pulih, terus nak ‘berlari’ lagi? impossible ! God knows how i feel and what i do. Cukuplah..scha tak sepatutnya go public mcm ni tapi TUJUAN scha tulis note ni adalah sebab scha nak jawab kebanyakkan soalan fans kat sini. what u heard is true.jadi lepas ni, please understand. we both going thru some changes in life, shitty ones. just need to toughen up and move on, kan?

its part of life, a process that can better ourselves, and make us stronger. apa yg terjadi , biarlah kept to ourselves. im sure he agress with me =)

please respect my future, and his future as well.

last but not least, its not easy, susah sangat but we have no choice. whatever happens, i hope you guys will support me, and him. and the show that we gonna do together. teruskan menyokong. teruskan bersama kami, dan juga maaf kalau kami menghampakan semua.

scha harap anda akan sokong SB dan saya akan cuba yg terbaik. teruskan menonton Awan Dania 2 dan Papadom di pawagam .

we look good together,we are made for each other but we dont meant to be together….

my prayers are with you and family. have a wonderful life ahead.D.


p/s: harap semua tidak menjadikan note ini sebagai isu, terima lah confession ikhlas dr hati saya. habiskan terus di sini, look forward. bukan untuk publisiti,hanya utk menjawab persoalan semua di sini.no more why when and how.bye bye have a great monday

salam

scha alyahya.

p/s: utk Scha,tabahkan hati ok..even though u dont even know me,but it doesnt matters.Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah dan pengajaran di sebaliknya. sy doakan semoga Scha sentiasa tabah dan akan bertemu jodoh dengan jejaka yang lebih baik selepas ini..break up mmg sesuatu yg menyakitkan,memedihkan tmbh2 bila kita dh almost ke stage utk settle down kan..tp kita x boley nk slhkan takdir yg tertulis buat kita..usaha mcm mana sekali pun,jika Dia kata tidak,maka apa yg diusahakan,dirancang ttp tidak akan terjadi..percaya pd takdir..Allah sedang menguji hamba Nya..Dia ada sesuatu yg telah direncanakan utk kita di masa akan dtg..bykkan berdoa kdp Nya...
"we look good together,we are made for each other
but we dont meant to be together…"
which is true...i admit that statement..

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